where am I ?
This website speaks to the awkwardness we all experience at times when asking for help or directions — especially when the way forward isn’t clear. Growing up in the 1950s and '60s, I had no idea that I was living with dyslexia (a challenge that affects 18-20% of people in the U.S.). This disability made me feel like my brain worked against me, so following directions and learning felt strange and didn't make sense. My struggle with dyslexia began to change when I joined the Boy Scouts. In God's mercy, the scoutmaster gave me the job of being troop scribe. Somehow, he knew this would help me — and it did, in ways school didn't. Taking minutes at meetings gave me an appreciation for the details and activities around me, and reading them back as a record brought unexpected joy.
I began to feel like I had a real part in the troop's progress, and Troop 27 became a place where I discovered new skills, including first aid — a skill that eventually led me into nursing in the late 1970s. Through scouting, God also began to show me my need for honesty, both with others and with myself. That honesty meant no more shortcuts on requirements, and no more hiding my dyslexia behind image cover-ups like playing chess or joining the debating team to make myself look more capable. Over time, Jesus gave me real help — not just to manage my limitations and failures, but to face them with honesty and to grow through them, instead of making excuses.
Jesus has deep compassion for those who struggle with learning and with life itself. His words and the stories found in the Bible bring healing and hope. Along the way, He sent people into my life who love Him and were willing to help me. I’m so thankful for the God who is always there — and for the kindness of those who love Him and reflect His care.
Direction, purpose, and help are essential in our lives. Getting to know God through Jesus can feel difficult for many. It is especially difficult for those with trust issues. Those who have suffered with disabilities, illnesses, or bad experiences with people. We expect support from our churches, but with this economy, more than a few say they don't have a program, funds, or the time. And some non-profit organizations pressure people for monthly donations via credit card, not knowing if the donor can afford it. Living on credit seems great until we realize we're overextended and lost in our debt/s which seem beyond our ability to repay. Jesus steps into those very places where we feel unseen, unheard, or powerless.
Jesus came to help people who feel uncomfortable with their debts and with hearing the gospel. We can agree that we all have unresolved issues and sin in our lives. And we know when it comes to the gospel, "Christ never failed to distinguish between doubt and unbelief. Doubt is can’t believe. Unbelief is won’t believe. Doubt is honesty. Unbelief is obstinacy. Doubt is looking for light. Unbelief is content with darkness." Henry Drummond
During the earthly ministry of Jesus, many Gentiles felt like outsiders— uncertain, hesitant, even unwelcome. That’s why Jesus sent the Holy Spirit — to guide us, draw us into relationship with Him as Savior, and with God as our loving Heavenly Father. Jesus invitation remains the same today: “Come and see.” (John 4:29-30) He has so much to offer you.
Jesus came to help people who feel uncomfortable with their debts and with hearing the gospel. We can agree that we all have unresolved issues and sin in our lives. And we know when it comes to the gospel, "Christ never failed to distinguish between doubt and unbelief. Doubt is can’t believe. Unbelief is won’t believe. Doubt is honesty. Unbelief is obstinacy. Doubt is looking for light. Unbelief is content with darkness." Henry Drummond
During the earthly ministry of Jesus, many Gentiles felt like outsiders— uncertain, hesitant, even unwelcome. That’s why Jesus sent the Holy Spirit — to guide us, draw us into relationship with Him as Savior, and with God as our loving Heavenly Father. Jesus invitation remains the same today: “Come and see.” (John 4:29-30) He has so much to offer you.
where to find help
Finding direction when life feels overwhelming is never easy — especially when struggles like dyslexia, illness, or feelings of alienation make it harder to trust God or the church. Yet the good news is help is available, and God meets us in our need. Below are some practical places to begin — ways to discover truth, seek support, and open your heart to the hope found in Jesus Christ.
1. Gather where Christ’s gospel is preached from the Bible.
www.christianity.com/church-directory
2. Read the Bible, asking God’s Spirit to show you Jesus — the way, the truth, and the life.
www.faithcomesbyhearing.com/audio-bible-resources/bible-is
3. Pray daily. Speak to God as your Creator, and ask to know Him as your Heavenly Father.
www.bibleversesnow.com/prayer-for-a-closer-relationship-with-god/
4. Prayerfully open your heart to loving God and following His heavenly orders.
Watch: What Is the Gospel? (YouTube)
5. Worship with others who believe God is sovereign, holy, and transcendent.
www.desiringgod.org/articles/worshiping-the-infinite-and-intimate-god
6. Use the Lord’s Prayer and the A.C.T.S. model (Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving, Supplication) to guide your prayers. Align your heart with God’s will by praying Bible verses.
www.intouch.org/read/daily-devotions/a-biblical-pattern-for-prayer
7. Join with family, godly friends, and prayer partners in sharing and applying God’s truth.
Watch: Community and Discipleship (YouTube)
8. Explore Christ-centered learning in community.
https://www.civitasschool.org
9. Find practical tools and strategies for managing dyslexia. www.learningwithdyslexia.org/post/10-strategies-for-supporting-dyslexic-learners
hbr.org/2022/11/tips-and-strategies-for-working-with-dyslexia
Closing Encouragement
No matter where you are on your journey — whether you’re feeling lost, overwhelmed, or just searching for a clearer sense of direction — know that you are not alone. God, in His kindness, meets us right where we are, offering both truth and grace to guide us forward. I encourage you to take even one small step today: open His Word, say a simple prayer, or reach out to someone who loves Him. You don’t have to figure it all out at once. Jesus still invites us, just as He did long ago, to "Come and see" (John 1:39). There is hope, help, and purpose waiting for you.
No matter where you are on your journey — whether you’re feeling lost, overwhelmed, or just searching for a clearer sense of direction — know that you are not alone. God, in His kindness, meets us right where we are, offering both truth and grace to guide us forward. I encourage you to take even one small step today: open His Word, say a simple prayer, or reach out to someone who loves Him. You don’t have to figure it all out at once. Jesus still invites us, just as He did long ago, to "Come and see" (John 1:39). There is hope, help, and purpose waiting for you.
"All that which the Father giveth me shall come unto me;
and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."
John 6:37
We hope you will find links and resources here that lead to Jesus rather than to a particular denomination. Jesus invites us to see for ourselves where and how he lived, what he taught, and the life he promised. May God's grace, mercy, and peace be with you, your families, and in your churches.